It's a terrible hurt when a boy leaves your life, especially when you can't do anything to stop it from happening. I know, it has happened to me too. All I can tell you is that life will go on and yes, it is well worth living. God will put another boy in your life, but you will always have this young friend in your heart. Just like my "L" is always in my heart. You do have friends here, marc, don't foerget that, either. We love you and we are concerned about your welfare...please don't do anything rash. God is a kind God and he will make this up to you. Just hang on and take it one day at a time for now, ok?

With Love in Christ,
Chris