Try God. Have you prayed about this? Have you tried getting involved as a mentor in activities? Tutor kids? Help out a youth group?

Try talking with the mom before they move. Maybe you can be pen pals with the boy. That opens up possibility to see him from time to time. Kids do need to practice their writing.

I think you need to find something to outlet your feelings of worthlessness. I have to believe everyone has something they find interesting. Like a hobby. Mine is riding my bike. Sometimes, playing music. By riding my bike, I get exercise, but I also enjoy going around and seeing others out and about too. Enjoy the moments when you have them.

Again, pray for this. Keep faith. You are NOT alone. Drop in here more often and keep in touch. Hevaen knows we need eachother too.

Blessings,
Oliver