The voice of my inner child comes to me this morning and says:

"You keep trying to change me Cat, you keep trying to make me like having sex with her and I JUST DON'T. You may be consenting to having sex with her, but I'm NOT! and you keep forcing me. It's not her fault Cat, its YOUR'S. You keep making me have sex when I don't want it, YOU are raping me Cat!"

Is this why I feel sick all the time?

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Psalm 61

1 Hear my cry, O God;
Attend to my prayer.
2 From the end of the earth I will cry to You,
When my heart is overwhelmed;
Lead me to the rock that is higher than I.

3 For You have been a shelter for me,
A strong tower from the enemy.
4 I will abide in Your tabernacle forever;
I will trust in the shelter of Your wings. Selah
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Blessings
Cat.