Christian BoyLove Forum #53091
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It's about 8AM here, and I haven't slept much.
My YF is sleeping peacefully in my bed. Just thought I should give a quick update on whats going on. Basically, my YF was very close as always, a lot of physical affection. I just said "You told me once that you felt Bisexual, and I was wondering if you still do". He got the hint, and said something like "I SOMETIMES do feel like that, but it's only temporary and goes away". I asked him if he felt that way around me, and he admitted yes, but he thought that it would hurt me if he did try to do anything. I got a bit emotional about it. I didn't think he cared about me that much, but he certainly knows how to be sensitive. He's just a bit quiet about those things. Later in the night, I said to him that I had feelings for him, but like him I didn't want to move to anything more so I wouldn't hurt him. I kissed him on the forehead and I held him for a while. And finally, we watched a movie together in my room snuggled up close together, and he drifted off to sleep. I was worried that things would make a turn for the worst, but it all sorted itself out. But I still feel like this is a cliffhanger, and I'm not sure if he wants to move to anything more. For the time being, I think that we will stay close. If there would be any progression in our relationship to moved to something sexual, I'll let it take place in its own time. I will post a little more details if you want, but I need sleep. Thankyou all SO much for supporting me through this, I feel so loved. I need to go. I have a very good friend waiting to snuggle, and its a bit cold. I keep him warm, he says. hehe. Bye!! |