What genious! I also am new here, and I was thoroughly delighted to review your essay. Thank you for taking the time to share these thoughts. I thought that you might be interested to know that my personal experience lines up almost perfectly with your theories. I am only 20, but I myself have suffered greatly for years from three maladies: orientation, pederasty, and a fetish. After being introduced to some of your ideas, I had a little cascade of revelations. In short, I was able to determine, with some certainty, the very day when these were "imprinted" as you say. If you are interested, I would like to provide you with a full account of my experiences so that you may use them as examples or simply food for thought. I am out of time right now, but please let me know if this would be helpful, and I will get back to you when I can.