Thursday, my friend asked me to come over today, and I had been DYING to hang out with this friend after school. (He is about 2 years younger, not a boy)

We play online games with each other and sometimes when he is busy, he lets his little brother 'C' (11) play.

I got to know him a little over an online game, shabby, but I'll take what I can get!

When 'A' told 'C' that I was coming over, 'A' said...
'He hasn't shut up about you since'

AHH!

So I went their today, and he was so curious!!
He was a little shy at first, but he warmed up to me.
It stunk though, because his parents kept drawing him away because he is like 4 years (or more) younger than us.

He thinks the world of me!
He is FASCINATED of the fact that I am a solider.

I just wanted a plain and simple relationship with a boy!
(cause you know im over that old crap)
Someone I could care about and be an example about!
Actually... be a friend!


I am thankful for this new relationship, because I screwed up the last one!
I am so thankful I can start over and do it right!!!