So I have this young gentleman friend who is about to turn into a legal adult next year.
I have admired him platonicly since he was well, much younger.
Now that the age is approaching I find myself wanting to propose that we engage in some "blood drinking" activities. Just one suck, is all I want.
I suspect that it would put a serious damnation on our friendship. Nevertheless the temptation is there and has taken me quite by surprise.
Not being one usually attracted to the more senior gentleman boy I am quite surprised by the intensity of my hunger.
Of course I will ignore my impulses for such is the way of this dark gift. I'm sure he shall not wish it and so I remain ever in the shadows.
Love to all.
Darkness.
XXXOOOXXX

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