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But Cat, I agree with her... well... not ALL the way. Okay so this weird incident happened and out of no where you where attracted to boys. Okay, I have gone through this. *I am in no way comparing you to me, but only sharing the power of God which I have witnessed* You have a wife.. and kids.. I had best friends... to... not... scare..? All I am saying is this Cat, in the end it is you, I think you are just missing something, I honestly do, and No, i am sorry, I don't know what that is or how to find it. What I do know is this; My past mistakes do not make me who I am. God has literally pulled me out of a hole. (and no pun was intended there) Where as, look at me now. My hormones are ever so strong, and I can't keep my mind of vagina. And I have even looked at porn again, so I dug another one.. Cat, in everything there is a solution, and not a negative one either. I know that if God can rescue low life, lazy, iresponsible boy loving, hormone raging teenager out of this hole, and make me a Private First Class in the Army (not TMI, there are millions of us) and I am completley atracted to women, and I can't type on this laptop and i don't care... Cat, I wish you wouldn't give up. You truly ARE who YOU want YOURSELF to be. Err... the force is strong within you...err... |