Well first off thanks for calling our little forum here high quality :)

Really good for you, not that you are not a BL but that you are growing in your understanding of your self. I hope you can find a healthy deep male relationship that meets your needs as well as the needs of the other person.

Come by and visit our forum as often as you want/need whether or not you are a BL you will be welcome here. Finding a good place where you can feel welcome is important and I hope you can find one. I don't know of any forums like the one you describe, I would suggest just typing in those key words into google and I'm sure you will get tons of results. Be careful and don't settle on one you like alot right away as there are, I'm sure, alot more forums for young gay Christians than for Christian BLs.

Your Brother in Christ,
Godspell