As I stated in my first posting I was unsure if I really was a BL, but this seemed (and is) a safe place to discuss. I have carefully re-evaluated myself day by day and have reached the conclusion that I am not a BL. My interest in (post-pubescent) boys has been only a secondary and skewed extension of my emptiness and hunger for consistent and deep male companionship. Although I will revisit this forum from time to time, I feel that I need to move on to a similar resource that better fits my needs. Can anyone suggest Christian forums for gay college-aged guys that are as high a quality as this forum?

Thank you!

May God bless us all