Oh my, what a personal question lol. If you trying to get me to reveal something well it's probably this... I have thought of boys on occasion but in like a nonsexual way, like I swear that I am quite honestly REVOLTED by the idea of having sex with one, I think I would be just as traumatized as the child if I were ever in such a situation! So to imagine it would not be on my list of things to do. But on the other hand, thinking of how beautiful they are makes me feel happy whether I am doing it or not. But I try not to think of them AT ALL when doing that out of respect for them, because I have a very deep respect for them and kinda good self control. Like, just because the boy wouldn't know I was thinking about him doesn't make it any better, really. In many cases I am satisfied to just focus on the sensations just as they are without much imagination, or I think of adults at times. But to be honest, I hardly ever do it. Maybe once a week. And there is one case which kinda changes how I feel. There is actually a boy, a young teenager to be exact, who has told me that he WANTS me to think about him when I do it, because when he does it he thinks of me. Well, I'm not gonna say that I do or I don't. That's for me to know and you to wonder.