It must have been sometime since you where a teenager.

I sit here.
I watch, as the teenagers I surround my self with morally destroy themselves Cat.

That has to be the ignorant defense I have ever heard.
Well so what If I want to get drunk?
The urge is just like hunger right?
Getting drunk by myself is okay!

"In the absence of a functional marriage relationship"
Well who's fault is that?
I am not going to bash you but come on cat!
I know, I trust, I believe, that if you really wanted that to be functional you would.

But let me tell you that this isn't right.
And God gave me something else besides the bible he gave me common sense.

I have friends, good friends, and Oh God I love them.
And yet, i know.. you know what happens when one of them gets a girl friend... and those long nights of private orgasim eh?

Then you know what happens my friend doesn't graduate.
He has kids.
And all this other nonsense.

Because its simply a pathway drug, as they say..

Doing that, then trying to defend yourself is foolish.

If your private orgasim is indeed about your wife, it isn't lust its love.

But I don't know why you'd do that when the one your are spirituly bonded to you is around.

And from recent hearings, I don't guess these 'private orgasims' are about your wife, are they?

If they are about boys, you are walking down that path, Cat.
And defending masturbation, lusting, sexual selfishness.. your just becoming that much closer to having sex with a boy, and ultimatly ruining your life.

My friend lusted on her day and night, wank wank wank, and though it was okay, until they had sex, ultamitly screwing up is life.