I never said that i will be around children when I am going to church but yet some people like to assume that just because I want to go to church and be involved in church that it has to revolve around kids. The thing is that I am a pedophile but I never find myself being near the point of acting on my desires.

Its kind of weird because I will have non stop fantasies about children but once I am around children the sexual feelings somewhat go away and I just want to be a friend to that child and help them but when I am alone and away from that child then I start to have fantasies again and it has been this way forever, so doing something stupid by acting on my desires at church is just not going to happen.