Hi Benster and Welcome,

Yes God see's that you are a pedo or boylover, or whatever you choose to label yourself. But he saw all of that before you ever walked into a church. Just as He see's everyone for who they really are. Nothing is ever hidden to Him. And the thing is that He does not choose to label any of us, we are all equal in His sight. And we are all equally LOVED.

Keep this in mind the next time you go to church and tell the devil to quit bothering you while you are in God's house. Keep going to church and please keep coming here, too. God is for you, He is never against you. You mean a lot to Him and I know He loves the fact that you have decided to seek Him out. Keep doing that and let Him show you how much He really loves you!

With Love in Christ,
Chris