I just recently decided to go to church and start to show my love for jesus but t he thing that hangs over me is that no matter how much I ask to be forgiven for my sins, that the idea of me being a pedophile and attracted to young boys and sometimes young girls will just be hanging over me and that god will see this. I am not active with children or anything like that but I do have constant fantasies and go to chat rooms and talk to others about my feelings for boys and girls where I know that I wont act on it in reality. Yet I just feel like that I would be someone that is someone else that people will def not accept if they knew or found out that I was a pedo. I have no clue what to do.....