As I said, I did not want to use the word Cure, but only used it because it kept BEING used.

But if you have never prayed that God would take the attraction from you, then that is great. I am not saying you SHOULD feel that way.

Some DO pray for release, however, and I do not think it is right to say that God will never answer those prayers with a yes. We shouldn't HAVE to just accept it and have no hope but learn to do the best we can.

I cannot talk for God and say He will answer every prayer with a yes. On the other side, I would not expect someone to say God will answer every prayer with a No either.

I AM happy about the progress I have seen in myself. I am no longer searching legal porn. I am no longer fantasizing and I haven't felt more than a minimal urge to masturbate. In fact whereas I used to HAVE to masturbate every day just to get by and if I went over two days without it, I was on the verge of bursting at the seems. The last time I did masturbate was over a week ago, and I do not miss it in the least.

I don't mentally undress girls I see in public or "Check them out." I still find myself noticing them, and sometimes the odd thought or image pops into my head, but that is pretty much it and I just go on my way. It just doesn't MATTER to me anymore.

I do find it interesting tho that instead of being happy for me, some are expressing almost barely veiled scorn. As if I am some sort of traitor because I would not accept my lust or the label of "girl lover."

I would like to celebrate with you my friends here, but if I am no longer welcome...?