Like Chris stated, for one, don't trust anybody about your BL feelings or anything related to being a BL, which society also labels as a pedophile. They only look at those as being child molesters, monsters, which of course is incorrect. Society does not, and will not understand the difference between a BL and a molester.

If you need another person to talk to by e-mail, just click on my name above. I will chat with you about anything you want to. I will try to help as much as i can ok.

Sorry but i must end this to read your post again. I can not do that with my current internet.