However, there are far worse fates in the world. Being a BL is not the end of the world by any means. Take a good look at some of the posts in here, for example. We are all finding good and constructive and law abiding ways to live our lives. It isn't impossable. There are many ways to live around boys and enjoy thier company without being sexual with them. It's always about choice.

I was in the Military for four years, myself. It was a neat time in my life and although most of my friends were adults, I did have some YF's as well. You just have to know that you can't trust anyone who is not a BL with the knowlege that you are one. Be very careful about who you tell things to.

Keep coming back here and read some posts. I think things will get better for you.

With Love in Christ,
Chris