I don't know about hormone therapy... Not a clue... If you decide to try it, I wish you luck with it and I will be here praying for you.

But you are right, God CAN, and sometimes does to something. :)

[b]even when youre sober it's hard not to think about it[/b]

So so so very true. That hits the nail right on the head. That is what nearly drove me insane. The whispered temptation. The message that it was "ok" to masturbate to a fantasy involving a child. "It's not hurting anyone"

That's what they said. Except the person it hurts is the one doing it.