Even if I never saw a boy again... I don't think I could stop feeling love and appreciation for them. I've always felt erotic fiction was nasty so that's easy for me to avoid. If I feel sexually attracted to a boy, well I wouldn't like that, but I think it's more of the fact that when I'm with someone I have feelings for or if I'm talking to them I might get a little aroused but it seems to be more out of happyness than hornyness. It's not usually a gotta-go-masturbate kinda feeling. Like for example when this lovely boy was grabbing my arm I got a slight hardon and I don't know why exactly but it just felt good when he was doing that. I feel weird about that though.