There was NO illegal activity whatsoever. What happened was, my personal thoughts which were the fact that I loved Sammy and he made me very happy etc., were miscontrued by others and used against me. I'm not even sexually attracted to Sammy, nor have I implied in that I possibly could be. My feelings for him are purely affectional and I would have died to defend him from anyone who wanted to do something inappropriate to him. I never made any threats of any kind, the worst thing I did say was that I wished I could kiss him on the cheek, as brothers do. Not that I ever have or ever planned to even do it. In this country a rapper can get away with singing about he's going to murder someone but I can't get away with saying I want to kiss someone on the cheek. The devastation I'm talking about was when I was hospitalized for 13 endless days in awful facilities that tried to treat me rather than help me. I could go on forever about the horrors. That and I was planning to move out of the house and I had nowhere to go, but I couldn't live with my Dad because he never wanted me to see Sammy again. But we settled that later. After I finally got out, I was seperated from Sammy for a long time. I didn't even seen him for a long time, and when I did, he was far away, and I just looked at him and walked away and felt horrible. But last Sunday one of the parents asked me to help watch the children so I just couldn't deny her. And I felt safe because I know everyone trusted me. And Sammy still likes me as much as before now I'm sure of it... I hope my friendship with him continues on for a very long time.