Hello hurting_guy!
Nice to have you around. Aaron is definitely right when he says that everyone is welcome here. Not all of us may be able to directly relate to what you are going through, but we're here for support regardless! One good thing that you'll find here is a diverse range of opinions (as shown by CSL vs bigcal, but more are out there). Since last time i checked, no one here was God, and thus no one can claim that their opinion is definively correct, so give them all a chance and pray about it. I hope you find some comfort and support here.

One thing that I am curious about though - you are not attracted to prepubescent boys. What do you think of those who are? How do you view prepubescent boys?

Anyways, enjoy your time here!

Graces of God,
Deliverance