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One thing that I have learned from this board is that you could be attracted to space aliens and still be accepted here. :) (this coming from the semi-resident guy that is attracted to girls (who might as well be aliens for all they are noticed on this board bwahhaahhaha)).

We're glad that you are here. Taking that first step and posting is always a fearful thing. Asking yourself if you would be rejected or laughed at or belittled in some way. I have always felt that way about anywhere I post. It's good that you took that leap of faith and decided to join in and share your story.

As for myself, I think it is somewhat different than your story. Especially with the plumbing aspects. Mine is more so what I missed out on with girls my age at that time. I had sexual play with males, but I really wanted to find out about girls. Maybe that is the reason for my continued fascination.

Relationships are always painful when they end. I can't really give you good advice on that except time. That is the only thing that really helped me to heal. Don't let it spiral into a grudge tho. That will just eat you away and make you miserable. Just let it go and put your aching heart in Christ's hands.

Peace be with you.