Boys do need to be loved. And I know that I have loved boys in a very healthy and positive way because I am a pedo. I've not given into the sexual temptations but I have let the purer dimensions of the love flow out and I don't regret it for a moment.

When the guys at church asked me to "renounce" the sexuality that is contrary to God's new creation... I was like.... Cautious.

Cautious, because I think there are some very good, godly and postive things about being a BL that I don't want to give up. "Giftings" as they are often called around here.

In the end I prayed like this, "Lord in what ever way my life is not subject to Your will, please help me to surrender it and become subject. Help me renounce anything in my life that is not Your will".
That was as close as I could get to their "theology" without resisting the leading I felt from God.

Guys, your replys really encouraged me. Thanks :)

Blessings
Cat