It got me thinking.... If I call myself a boylover. If I identify myself as a pedo. Am I "owning" something that has no place in my Christian new creation person.

However, if it doesn't work PLEASE don't blame God.

God doesn't create junk.

God created you the way you are for a reason.

Now, whether your BL-ness is from God or from elsewhere I cannot say.

However, if it is from God - and in many cases I think it is - then it can be used for His purpose in His time.

Maybe it already has.

Maybe the fact that you are a BL led you to this board, and led you to post things you would not otherwise post, things that someone else read and which brought that other person closer to God.

You'll probably never know if that is the case this side of Heaven, but I wouldn't discount the possibility.