And I refuse to believe I'm getting older. I have decided that from now on I will be getting one year younger every year at the 12th of October. I know...good luck. But hey, it's worth a try.

I've also decided that from now on I am going to be HAPPY that I am a Boy lover. I have set it in my heart that God has made me for a good purpose and that being a BL is part of that purpose, regardless of what anyone else might think. Being a Boy lover is NOT a burdon or a cross to bear, but just a part of who I am. And it is a GOOD part, too. I don't mind that I don't have a YF in my life at this time because I am sure that when the time is just right, if it ever is, than God will put one in my life with no problem at all. And if it turns out that the time is never right, then I trust that God has a good reason for that, too.

No matter what, God has got things covered in my life and I'm grateful for that. I'm also grateful for my good friends in here. You know who you are. Thank you for being in my life!

Love,
Chris

ok...ok...I'm 46 today...that's not old...not at all!