First, welcome to the board Globulus.

I don't believe that promiscuous sex is going to help you deal with any confusion you may be feeling. If anything it will probably add to your confusion.

Attraction to boys is not an addiction. Addiction relates to repeated patterns of behavior we use to medicate ourselves. Things we are compelled to DO... not things we FEEL.

I also don't believe that having sex with women (whether you enjoy it or not) will have any affect on your attraction to boys. I've been married for nearly 20 years. Having regular sexual relations with my wife has not really made me like females one little bit nor has it made me not like boys.

Your attraction itself, to boys or women or whomever is not automatically sinful. What you do with it is where sin starts to come into the equation. So if you are stalking boys, or looking at porn, or even engaging boys sexually then yeah that's sin. But if its just feelings then this is temptation, not sin.

Biblically, I believe the only place for a sexual relationship is within a marriage. And most bible believing Christians will tell you that it has to be a heterosexual marriage. (At least one of the guys on here believes in gay marriage also).

If you are honestly attracted to women, my advice to you would be seek a woman and pursue the marriage option. You may always struggle with feelings towards boys, but if you have attraction to your wife, the struggle won't be any different from any straight married guy that is attracted to other women.

Well there's my 2 cents worth for the night.

Blessings and welcome again
Cat.