Hey bro,

wow what a testimony! Thanks so much for sharing it.

Being a blessing to the nations... this was the promise God gave to Abraham. Its a great promise to want to be a part of.... even if your nations is 'just ONE person' :)

I was a bit confused by one of your paragraphs:
"He has touched me fairly intimitely but I would never return the 'favour' (it just isn't right the other way). We just got really close but not in a sexual way, at least not from my end."
When you say he touched you intimately etc... do you mean he touched you sexually but you didn't touch him sexually?... I guess that's how I took it... just wasn't sure.

Dude, you are very welcome here... as a silent reader or as a poster. Glad to have you either way. Thanks for the feedback, it means a lot to me. I really believe CBLF has an important role in the Christian BL community.

Godbless you on your journey of self-understanding and acceptance. I know it can be a rough ride at the best of times.

Blessings
Cat.