Christian BoyLove Forum #51843
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Someone please turn the light back on
I have been wondering here for days disconnected and searching for air to breathe But thats the problem, I never Speak to Him And these walls have caged us in and I can't remember; This was the first time I've ever said enough This was the first time I 've gotten close enough. Brace yourself. Oh my God, I hate the me that I am; This needy useless is getting worn; Truthfully I can't be the me, the me I have washed up to be. Don't stop breathing. Just let the water calm you this time. It will never kill you not this time. Don't stop breathing. Its all around you. Brace yourself. Right Now. Lights out, I am not breathing, I cannot keep swimming; can't keep my head up. |