Hi, my advise would be to try and enjoy normal heterosexual friendships for at least another ten years and do not tell any body of your attraction to boys. Everything is energy. Even thoughts. The energy we create has its own signature. Boys sense our energy. Some of them are naturally attracted to it, as we are to them. Eventually a boy or boys will find you if they need to be loved. Be patient, do not be too anxious knowing that we are so different to the majority of people.
I think God answers in time, but it might not be the answer we were hoping for. We have our plans, but he has his.
God bless