Hello old friends.

I have been, well attending to life matters at hand, but I have been fine.
The only thing is where I stand now.

There is a boy I am drawing close too, Bradley, he is 12, and I thank God for my wisdom and discernment in our relationship.

I am confused about so much, I had a recent conflict with my best friend, and everyone around. Apparently, I was too clingy, and that cost me great, and I broke down for a week strait, but I quickly put a fix on things.

Man, im almost 18.
I am scared.
I don't know what God wants me to do with my life.
I am trying so hard to put to death sexual immorality, it just never lets up, and im stuck in a mess trying to scream out so someone hears me, and i am misunderstood.

[AILD:OBU]
-the infamous Youth??-