Hi Dude

(Late reply from one who's been away.)

Let's see now...

married
fantasy during sex
work around youth
seen as "gifted" with kids
discussion oriented with eschatological interest
got older and attraction stayed still

Hmm. You're certainly not alone brother. I'm in my 40s now but apart from that we score pretty close on the similarity scale. (See my previous posts from 6 weeks or so back when I started visiting cblf.)

God bless.

EMPIRE