Hi d,
Thanks for your advice. It is appreciated. By revealing i am a bl to a Pastor, i just wanted to do that to have it out in the open, like confessing all my sins. I believe that maybe i look at pics online is because and from being a bl. But i know a lot of people on here are bl's and do not look at pics too. So is my sin caused by being a bl? Or is my sin from having lustful thoughts? I think so. This is why i need to get back into my religion, start it up again and stick to it. I believe once i get God back into my life, that the sin will go away, then i can lead a better and fruitful life as a Christian bl. Thanks.

Nash