Hi Blackstone,
Thanks for replying, and everybody else too. Well, i am not going to reveal that part of myself to the Pastor. I think it would do more harm at this time. I just thought, that since i am wanting to get back into Church, my Faith and to stop my addictions, i wanted to reveal "everything" then start the healing process and struggle to overcome it all. But i do see how everybody thinks it is not wise. Besides, i can come here with that part.

It is not going to be easy for me to stop "looking", been doing it so long. But i figure, using all my time and energy for that, i will now use it towards reading my Bible, Praying and other positive things. Thanks.

Nash