Alright, I will be strait up and honest so I do go beating around the bush on this one.

This week I have had the unsoundly urge for vagina.

There, I said it.

So the other day I looked at porn...

THIS HAS GOT TO STOP!


I just can't perceive of it, I am like the only on at my high school who can't just 'enjoy' masturbation'. I mean, its not like this huge problem or anything, its just one of those things that I would like to work on.

I can't 'think correctly' when I masturbate so I turn to porn, hoping it would kid of, er, steer my thoughts in a certain direction, which it did.

I don't understand, like I asked my best friend today
"Why do YOU do it"?

I just can't understand that this is the strongest human urge on the planet.

I am not like suicidal about it or anything, its just frankly I can't grasp this subject.

*Uses dry erase board*

I'll be here all night.