I can't keep away from things that arouse me lol, I get aroused all the time for no good reason.

The reason is, because I can't stop thinking about certain things when I am masturbating.

Its not anyone in particular... well okay, maybe it is, its my YF but the thing is I AM NOT EVEN ATTRACTED TO HIM yet I masturbate to thinking about him, I do it girls, I do it to guys, I pick one male in my life and one female in my life and put them together and watch what happens!

I often also think about the sexplorations in my life...

I have to say, that its annoying.

So sometimes I turn to porn.

And porn is ABSOLUYLEY out of the question when it comes to
'being at terms with myself'

aye aye aye...