"I should start moving."

After returning home from my trip, I have had to think alot.

Friendship:
The have been times in my friendship with my best friend that I had done wrong. I would make it impossible for separation to be tolerated... I used to not be able to go 2 days without SEEING him. I have gone from that to not HEARING or SEEING him for a week strait. And I must say, it was hard. He is a hard person to miss. There where times where I would worry too much about him instead of trusting God. Sometimes I do worry about him, but its not... too much, I pray for him, and his walk with Christ. I once told him that the only thing that could make me stop being his friend, is if he had sex before marriage... stupid I know, but its something we both take seriously. I told him the other night, after many resolutions, that nothing would stop our friendship, I don't care what it is. I have stopped playing games. Stopped ruling. Trusting in God.

Life:
I have learned that something I am good at, and something I have always loved, may become a reality more than a wish, and sooner than later. I really want to become a Youth Minister. Seriously. I talked to my youth pastor, and I may be an intern, and I really am starting to look at colleges, and I am starting to realize my surroundings. My bad mouth had dissapated, along with my negitive additudes, and when I am in my lowest of lows... talking to God is the ultimate remedy.

*Breaths*
Finally, things are making sense.
Thank God for Star Wars.... Seriously.