...some back door into heaven or something? Come on, spill your guts man...I want to know!

No really, God has blessed you big time. I believe it's a blessing from God to be able to be with a boy and be that close to him. It certainly does FEEL like a huge blessing when it's happening. Hey, just to let you know, you gave me some really wonderful things to think about last night when I was having a hard time going to sleep. I haven't been feeling very good lately and I have a doctors appointment today actually, and have had quite a few difficult nights getting to sleep. Last night I started thinking about that boy giving you those big hugs and all that and then I put myself in your place...pretty soon I just drifted off to sleep with no problem. I wish I could have dreamed about boys and hugs but it never works that way, does it? Anyway, thank you!

With Love in Christ,
Chris

By the way, I hope this situation lasts a very long time for you. Wow!