With all due respect, who are you to tell me what God has called me to?
I do not feel that I am called to celibacy. Nor to a heterosexual pseudo-marriage. I see in the scriptures no condemnation of a homosexual marriage. Why then can I not conclude that I should seek out a homosexual marriage and adopt a child or two with him?
Yes I'm a boylover and as such not exactly 'gay', but I can enjoy the company of young men of age in my state and I would be willing to expect that if I had an emotional attraction strong enough to marry someone that we could make it work just like any heterosexual couple can as they age together.

In Christ,
~CSL