...in a dream! I had a dream about my YF last night and he asked me, "Would you like to make love to me?". He was looking at me with those dark blue eyes he had and was taking off his shirt at the same time. I would love to say I was the good and faithful servant of God and said,"No, I don't think that would be appropriate for us to do.". But nooooooo..., I said,"YEA!"

Then I woke up. All sweaty and breathing hard. Man...not even in my dreams can I do something like that. But I'm sure God is telling me something. Like, "This isn't for you, Chris." I don't think He did it to make me frustrated but just to give me a clear message. Or maybe it was my own mind telling me that it's not the thinjg for me...I don't know. Whatever it was it sure did send me to the cold shower in a hurry.

Oh well, we don't live in dreams, we live in the real world. But wouldn't it be fun to dream what we want just once? Ok...I'm going too far...

With Love,
Chris