Hey Cat,

Your right, the best thing would be if I could have some contact with them and not get hurt in the process, but for now I don't see that happening. But who knows, with God anything is possable. God knows that I love them still and would love to see us all together again as a family. But I think if it's going to happen, it's going to have to be in His own time and with a whole lot of His help. There can be no other way.

At least I don't feel the resentments towards them like I have had for the past six years. My fourth step is already paying off.

I do have a new family as well. Many people in my church have taken me into their hearts and have sort of adopted me; especially my pastor and his family. I have another family right here in this forum. You, my friend, are part of that. God has trully provided for me in a big way.

I trust God with my life, bro. Just like Joseph had to when he was sold into slavery by his own family. He HAD to trust God and when he did, big things happened in his life. I don't know what God has planned for me, but I know it will be for the good.

With Love,
Chris