Okay. Ypu guys might want so get a soda.. your going to be here for a while.

So last year before I knew my best friend... he liked this girl. Well needless to say... this girl hurt him. So I don't exactly feel all 'open arms towards this girls to begin with.

Then all of a sudden... summer comes... again... and she likes him... again... I believe that last year I complained about this.. its like every girl in the entire youth group HAS to have a boyfriend in the summer. And it makes me sick to my stomach to be nice about it. Well my friend said the it was bothering him because a part of him likes her and the other part is like... no I don't.

So by the end of the night; we had come to some VERY true conclusions.
1)She is not worth his time
2)She is on a WAY lower maturaty level... he is almost 18.. as of right now she is 15...
3)He is going to wait for the right girl

Well anyway... by the end of the night I had him up and confident and he was going to forget all about her.

The next day...

He isn't over it... so pretty much we we're back at square one.
Not only that... he told me that he wasn't going to do anything and that he was over her.... he ran the other way.... he wants to giver her another chance... which if you guys don't know this by now...

THE HIGH SCHOOL GIRLS ARE THE DUMBEST THING ON THIS PLANET!!!!!!!!!

I didn't understand why.
Why does he care?
It isn't even true love..
And I don't care what anyone says...
You don't get experince from dating... if you date Sue... dating Jane is a whole other book.

I thought he was with me... but it seems like he 'needs' her.
And it makes me sick.

The only thing I can see girls in high school do is take your money, time, draw you away from family, your best friends... and bring you down...
so why does he care???

Well anyway.. in the end I wasn't to happy... for some reason...
They aren't even going out yet and he is so sure that she wants him back but I can't tell a bit!

He isn't happy that I am not happy. He is my best friend and on the way back from a church trip last night... he said three things to me... and ignored me the rest of the way.... and flirted with her... I felt so out of place.. I wanted to leave.

So later last night.. more like 1 this morning we're having this awesome in-depth conversation.

I had to tell him that he is like my center of well being... and as my best friend he makes me so happy its unreal. I can go from one mood to the the other when I talk to him. He was like
"I ignored you for ten minutes". Ten minutes with him means something to me.

Anyway... what it all came down to is.. I can't be happy for my friend because I believe that I am not ready to give up time for him and his girlfriend.... which is selfish... and I think that; the reason maybe I am such a wreck is because I am not right with God.

So check this out.

He is such a good friend... me and him are going to get it right with God together.. and he promised me until we get it right... he wouldn't date her.

We are praying together and taking and keeping each other accountable.

And we have even put aside masturbation.

And we are serious... we could not do it... forever... its already been a week.

Just the fact that he is doing these things with me... makes it THAT much easier. What a friend huh? And the thing is... he doesn't even compare to the kind of friend God is...

Which Is Why I just typed this entire story. I am looking for some way to come closer to God.. and serve him. And I am trying to find something interesting me.

I want to do something along the lines of God... and like how people work.

God and Psychology.

And I really am on the look out for a closer way to come closer to God...

Oh Christian friends of mine.. I need aid in this conquest.. look forward to what you guys have to say.

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