Brother,

This post is really effecting me.

I guess I relate to it alot.
A week is way too soon to know what this is going to be long term. But I had a similar deliverance and it seems to have lasted months and months and months.

I went from being "compelled" to look... to being interested but not driven. It is a great feeling this liberty.

But its still a roller coaster ride.

We need to sort this out so that we aren't going against our conscience. If some thing is makeing us feel guilty then that ain't good. But I've really started challenging the things I feel guilty about... wondering if my expectations need some adjusting. WHAT DOES GOD EXPECT US TO DO WITH THESE FEELINGS? What outlet IS appropriate??? I don't think God wants us to walk around feeling guilty and condemned all the time.

I belive that God gives us all things richly to enjoy (1 Timothy 6:17)... this has to include even OUR sexuality. So how to find an appropriate way to deal with it.

Brother I'm with you in spirit big time. Praying for you heaps.

Blessings fellow traveller.
Cat.