I am very confused about a lingering occurrance that keeps shunning me.
When i am not around my best friend for a while, or I just had to leave him right after a good time, I sometimes being to think back to my old ways of thinking, i need my male relationships, they are important to me.

And the thing is, he is my age mind you; and i am not what so ever sexually attracted to him; but sometimes when we wrestle around, my manhood becomes more happy to see him more than i am.

Its weird. But as a friend, i do love him.
And i mean it when i say it; i would die for him.
And I am so happy that God has blessed me with our friend ship.