Christian BoyLove Forum #50333
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Tonight, I even started praying whilst I was wanking.
...I'm a fairly open-minded guy, but if you'd walked up to me on the street 'n started a conversation, I would've probably asked that we speak at another time. I was asking God to help me get sexual release in a way that would not be offensive to Him. So there I was going for it whilst praying my heart out... can you belive it! I'm not sure I got my answer this time... cause at some point I stoped the praying and started fantasising about something I wasn't totally pleased with. Sex with some boy. ...and while I, for one, figure that this is probably the only answer you're ever going to get - sorta due to the nature of the topic, 'n all - ya still might wanna find a different time to chat. Y'know, when you're not quite so... occupied. Just a thought. Not being God, I can't really say how He prefers to chat with people... 'n not being you, I can't really say how it affects your conversational skills. |