Welcome to cblf, I'm glad you find us and I hope we can be a blassing to you as I'm sure you will be to us as well. You are welcome here regardless of who you are attracted to, GLs and BLs share many of the same struggles and joys that we can share with each other here.

I am a very critical person and enjoy a good debate/discussion so I hope the rest of my post does not turn you off, just join in and talk.

First off I just want to say it was difficut reading your post. Use the preview button to check over your posts before reading them if you want a better chance of others understanding them. A little bit of bad grammer is one thing but when it is that prolific it detracts from anything you are trying to say. I started to space out from reading it and had to come back a bit later and start over. I think I am going to have to get some rest and reread your post a few times before I can develop a coherant response to it.

I'd reccomend you keep your personal info to yourself. We do not need to know your exact age or other information to be able to talk with you about what it means to be a Christian pedophile. There are people who read this website who want to hurt us and will look for information about us in our posts. Be careful for your own sake as well as anyone close to you.

Your Brother in Christ,
Godspell