My wife has kicked me out of the bedroom now and told me she's leaving at her first oppertunity.

We are still being very civil towards each other. But our conversation is on hold it seems.

I'm still not sure what God wants me to do. I can only leave things in His hands.

Our sexual relationship is in tatters. I don't know if I could have sex with her at the moment. My desire has gone beyond zero into painful... but I guess that happens when there is disharmony in the relationship.

I found that I could enjoy sex with her, even though I wasn't attracted, because of the good feelings between us. But when things are tense and hurt and angry... sex with a woman is the last think I can desire.

Not my will but Your's be done, Lord. That is my daily prayer.

God help us and thank you for your ongoing prayers.

Cat.