As some of you know, or better yet, may not know.

I told my best friend about my past bl issues, and we are now better friends than ever.

The thing is, is i have some kind of separation axiety.

I can't go hours without wanting to be with him.
DON'T EVEN GET INTO THE GUTTER.

I have no attractions towards him and the love we have is PURELY friendship.

But, it is causing problems in my relationship with my girlfriend.

Since the mission trip, i literally have not felt like dating.
She has done nothing wrong, and i don't want to hurt her, but i would rather spend time with my buddy a million times more than her.

My friend thinks i should still try, but i feel like i am just not ready; or just not willing to date anymore.

Any uh... comments? Thoughts? Querys?