You stated i was a repentant rapist.

Yup. We'll go further with that in a moment.

I have never been a rapist ok.

I actually figured that somewhere around the time you were going off about how "evil" you would've been if you hadn't remained a virgin.

Still... doesn't really change much of anything.

About the time you start going off on "I have gotten very angry at the people who have abused these boys. A long time ago, one of those people could have been me," or "who still have the desire and lust, try working with the youth who have been through it. You will be changed," you pretty much throw yourself into the position of ex-rapo, regardless of your sexual history. You identify... yourself... with holding a screaming toddler down while you assfuck him... y'know, "one of those people could've been me"... you talk about how working with youth has "changed" you, and given you "empathy" for the people you identify with... raping... and talk about how victim sensitization has, bluntly, impacted your alleged proclivities towards, well, rape.

Whether or not you have actually gotten laid or not is irrelevant. Your psychology is one of a reformed rapist - you yourself noted that you primarily identify with the forcible sexual assault of children and youth when called upon to express an identity of how you view your individual self, and go on to talk about how empathy with the victim of people whom you claim to see yourself as identical to has "changed" you.

Your presence or absence of a sexual history doesn't change anything. You're still talking about yourself as a rapist who has been "reformed" by discovering the impact on "your" victims. Apparently, the only paradigm by which you relate to yourself is that of a rapist. Sad, really.

You might want to understand that a lot of people are not going to relate to this paradigm in the slightest.

So... congratulations. You're an ex-rapo. In fact, you're a virgin ex-rapo. Yay. Glad that learning to empathize with people you view as your victims-by-proxy has brought you personal growth. Doesn't apply to the rest of us, but whatever brings you happiness...