I'm sure that the people here aren't the only Christian boylovers. But there aren't many people here. So either we are a huge minority, or there are a ton of christian boylovers out there who are: completely confused and struggling with themselves, or have found peace with God and themselves by themselves or with help of someone. Right?

That all leads me to another thought. Everyone I know either completely disagrees with what we believe (that God doesn't HAVE to heal us, he may not) or they have never thought about it, but if they did I am sure they would disagree. Everyone I know, if I were to confront them about my 'boyloverness', would say that God has meant for us all to be attracted to the opposite sex. And they would say that God WILL heal me. My point: assuming we are right: have we not come to the realization of something huge? I mean... could we not help tons of people? I was told from my parents and my counselor and pastors that I was 'uncommon' and that I could and would change if I just gave God my everything and asked him for it. Well, I've done that, and nothing has changed. Are there not people like me, who at 14 was completely lost and didn't know what to do, and everyone was telling me that I need to change, and that God didn't intend it to be 'that' way? I don't know, maybe there aren't. I just think that in a way we are holding knowledge that all Christians need to know (I do realize that most will not accept it).

I'm just rambling, so it probably doesn't make any sense.